So I may not be new to the blogging world... but it's been awhile. My most successful online posting was definitely back in the days of Xanga when I was in high school. Every year or so I go back and read through a bunch of them and am always amazed at what I wrote. I wish I had that for college (though I do have real journals) and so now I'm determined to start up again.
I'm at a crossroads in my life. I graduated from BYU about a month ago, though it has felt like I've been done for over a year. I've been teaching Geometry and Algebra 2 at Pleasant Grove High School for the past year. There are only four days left in the school year and I can't believe it is really coming to a close. It has been an amazing year. Sure, there have been some really tough times with the Devil Spawn (re: my A2 Geometry class) but there has also been a lot of fun with my other classes. I got to go to Prom again! How many 21 year-olds can say they've done that. (Ok, I know a few, namely the college kids that snuck into our Prom). I have students who come in and spend their lunch with me... because I'm just that awesome! (Ok, they aren't my students... but they are Andrew's... and they really *do* love me). Though I've been looking forward to the summer for awhile, I will definitely be sad to say goodbye to my kids, because yes, I do call them my 'kids,' and not my students. I purchased a yearbook though, and I'm excited to get it tomorrow and for my kids to come in and sign it. I'm even going to go to Yogurt Bliss with a few students when the school year is over. I've also enjoyed working with the fellow teachers at the school. I've made a lot of friends and it truly is a great school.
That being said, I've made the decision not to come back to Utah in the fall. It no longer feels like I'm at the right place in my life to be in Provo. This year has been hard with me working and not in school, and I don't want to do it again. It's too hard to live in a college town and not be a college student. I've thrown around a lot of ideas for my future, and until about an hour ago I was pretty sure I had decided to move to Gilbert, Arizona, whether or not I got a job for next year. (I've applied to two schools in Gilbert that I would *really* like to work at). I would only be and hour and half from Emily, Duane, Ainsley, and Eli, I would be in the warm sun, and I would be surrounded by a lot of LDS singles. It seems like a great idea. I've been working on getting my certification in Arizona, and if I get one of these jobs, I would definitely move there. I've even been trying to convince Kelly to move there with me. She just graduated from law school and could move somewhere at the end of the summer as well. :)
The only reason I'm even considering another option is because, just tonight, I saw that there are now two job openings at Naperville North, the high school I attended. That was always the dream! I would absolutely love to go back and teach at my high school. The jobs are both part time (.6 and .7) and are both for Algebra 1 (which is not ideal) but still.. it would be a stepping stone. It would mean moving back in with my parents though, and I'm not sure that I could handle that. After living on my own for four years, it would be a rough transition. I love my parents, but it would be hard to go back to having parental supervision all the time. I'm not sure I could handle it.
So I don't know. I'm still trying to keep my options open. I've spent hours applying to schools in four states, and am currently working on getting certified in Arizona and Illinois (in addition to my Utah certificate). I'm sure whatever ends up happening it will be a good year next year (because I won't be in Provo...) but I wish I could just decide.. or even that it would be decided for me.
Anyway, this is going to be an AWESOME (but short) summer. I'll blog more about that later. As it's now after one am on a school night (only four more days!) I shall be signing off now.
Ciao bella!